What do erflies/moths mean?

For the past 8 months I've been noticing very peculiar erfly/moth appearances in my life. Every day I had a /moth appear in my life until the point where if none had appeared a certain day, as soon as I thought about it, one showed up. at least as a drawing. There was even one time when a moth stood on my hand and it stayed on my hand for about an hour, I went to cl with it on my hand and it never left. I had to place her on a plant so that I could continue with my daily chores without hurting her. This has been happening parallel to a very existencial period in my life. however as soon as I regained control of my life, /moths stopped appearing.During the last few weeks Ive had to take some very difficult decisions and s/moths have reappeared precisely in those moments but I have no idea how to interpret them!! I know I am blessed just to have such beautiful coincidences but I feel they are telling me something but I just dont understand them.... any ideas?